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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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So. What the fuck?
Kerry, I swear to you on everything holy that we all love you and forgive you and care about you. I swear. Mark, Richie, me, all of us.
This is so crazy. I feel like I'm in a dream-like-state, you know? It's weird. And oddly calming.
Things just happened. One after the other. With no feel foreshadowing. They just happened. Out of nowhere. And I'm happy for that.
You know, this past week has been one of those things where I wished I could trust close my eyes, count to ten, and when I'd open them, it was all just some really bad dream. That was easily the worst week of my life.
I've never been good at coping with stuff. So it's good things are better. In the process of being fixed.
I love you.
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| Mood: |  empty. |
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i am colorblind
coffee black and egg white
pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am ready
i am ready
i am fine
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  frustrated. |
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I sometimes wish people would just sock me out instead of saying they don't want to. Don't fucking lie, just do it.
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
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Sorry. Long time, no... update.
Um, let's see...
Went to Europe with Kerry. Which was perfect and wonderful. I loved it.
Went to Pri's family's for Thanksgiving, which was lots of fun. I loved his nieces and nephews.
Visited Reddy. Hung with him for a bit. I missed him lots.
Went to Canada for Richie's birthday. Hope you liked the song, James. :)
Took Reddy to Disneyland. SO FUN!
And now here I am.
I miss you, Kerry. I love you.
Richie, can I come visit you again? I'm lonely. ;_;
I love Kerry and I love Richie and I love Reddy and I love Pri (wow! ;P) and I love Ty and I love all the guys on my team and I am just a very loving person, aren't I?
Well, I suppose that's all for now.
Later.
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Monday, October 25th, 2004
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THINGS I LOVE
1. Kerry, Richie, Reddy, Pri, Ty, and everyone close to me.
2. Baseball.
3. Showers and four-wheelers.
4. Moshing with Richie.
5. Cuddling.
6. Being with friends.
7. Mini golf.
8. Richie's pets.
9. Ghosts.
10. Food. All foods, pretty much.
11. Kerry's Farmhouse.
12. Music.
13. Making origami swans.
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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Friday, September 10th, 2004
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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Okay, yeah, I'm definitly moving out of Emma's ASAP. I honestly feel so weird here...
Now I just have to decide where I want to go... Hmph.
More song lyrics. I 'coded' them. Bold lines are talking about me, italics about someone else. Heh.
( Yeah... )</strong>
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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Okay, yeah, I'm moving out of Mark's and Rich's... it's for the best.
I got a hold of Emma; I'm gonna stay with her for however long. I just, need to get away.
I'll be all right in time.
"First the mic then a half cigarette
Singing cathy’s clown
That’s the man that she’s married to now
That’s the girl that he takes around town
She appears composed, so she is, I suppose
Who can really tell?
She shows no emotion at all
Stares into space like a dead china doll
I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow
Now she’s done and they’re calling someone
Such a familiar name
I’m so glad that my memories remote
’cos I’m doing just fine hour to hour, note to note
Here it is the revenge to the tune
You’re no good,
You’re no good you’re no good you’re no good
Can’t you tell that it’s well understood
I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow
I’m here today and expected to stay on and on and on
I’m tired
I’m tired
Looking out on the substitute scene
Still going strong
Xo, mom
It’s ok, it’s alright, nothing’s wrong
Tell mr. man with impossible plans to just leave me alone
In the place where I make no mistakes
In the place where I have what it takes
I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow
I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow
I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow"
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Sunday, September 5th, 2004
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Capricorn
Throw your old boring routine out the window in favor of something a little more exciting. You feel too good today to do the same old thing. Someone new in your life is obviously having a positive effect. You never knew being spontaneous could be so much fun, did you? The spirit of play infuses even the most serious of projects. Even the normally unobservant notice a difference in you. Make sure you enjoy every minute of your newfound sense of adventure.
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Hmph.
( Every man returns to dust... )</font>
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Okay, so it's Saturday night, and I was bored out of my mind. Then Rich and I started talking, and we decided to go out to some coffeehouses and the like. We found a great one and started moshing.
It was so great; I loved every moment of it. So, I may be bruised and have a bump on my head; it's so worth it!
Then we got some shakes and went home. It was great.
I can't wait to go out moshing with Rich again. *sighs*
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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grateful.
relieved.
annoyed.
lazy.
thoughtful.
ecstatic.
determined.
blank.
sore.
gloomy.
indescribable.